this streak of fails started getting to me yesterday. good thing i’m the type of person that just makes things happen. so i made other plans. they worked out far better than i had hoped for. the day ended well.
i don’t know what initiates a streak of fails. it happens in every group. maybe you just grow tired of people? or maybe they grow tired of you? some people’s schedules, you can fit. some, you can not. this works both ways.
maybe i’m just tired. tired of doing the same thing every time. tired of doing nothing everytime. maybe i’d rather be doing something outside of the house rather than take naps at home every weekend. naps?! i’ve had my sleep. i want to unwind and have fun. maybe i’m just too used to having fun or being around fun all of the time that fun is no longer fun for me. a person once told me this. you’ve gotta play to have fun. you’ve gotta pay to play. if you’re having fun otherwise, you’re either with ones you love or with ones that do drugs because i don’t know one free thing that doesn’t fit in those two categories.
someone very special told me that. she also told me this: maybe it takes a bit of shaking up. some widening out. spending time with other people. and you know what? it seemed to work this time around.
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