underattacker – panicstarterdesigner, programmer, lover.

will probably continue to update this:

1. stupid people
2. people who think they’re smart
3. people afraid of confrontation, yet they seem to be all tough behind their facebook posts and tweets
4. people that bother me while my headphones are on
5. “friends”
6. people that front. you know who you are
7. FLAKES
8. boring people

if you have the time to listen to all of the bs, you have the time to listen to the true story.

so much secrecy and whispering lately that everyone else seems to be allowed to know about but me.

then i’m gone.

how you gonna force me to play a sport and then complain behind my back that my performance wasn’t good enough? that’s why i didn’t want to play in the first place!

seriously.

i miss going to costco with my mom as a little kid on saturdays only so i could get her to buy me a PC game. i miss rushing home so i could install that game, only to find out it isn’t as fun or as addicting as playing doom on the old computer. i miss starting up windows DOS and typing in c:/games/doom/doom.exe. i miss watching hercules and xena that same evening with my family, followed by the usual rundown of saturday night television shows on nickelodeon. i miss watching “usa up all night” afterwards with gilbert godfrey and all of the corny highschool/romance/horror flicks they always used to show. yep, definitely miss those days.

not being directly involved this time and minding my own business. not used to this at all

either way, this is going to be epic.

uhhhh…what? yeahhhh, that isn’t awkward to read at all.

it’s getting a lot easier to just not say anything when you don’t have anything nice or productive to say. i still have a lot more distancing to do though from everyone.