it was never my intention to seem like that. being surrounded by drama all of the time and being the person that i am, if anything, all i care about is making everyone else happy and if that means space or picking up the bill or abiding to what everyone else wants to do, then i’ll be happy to do it. because that’s who i am.
maybe i’m simply not the type who likes to stay out late? maybe i want to go home at a reasonable time? perhaps it’s just me trying to be more responsible and to be a better example? i don’t know. i just saw it as the right thing to do at the time. i had plenty of alone time to think about it during all of that walking, so why not? i don’t know why everyone asked me that exact same question last night as if it were a weird thing.
or maybe it’s been a weird week. work, the nitpicking about my car, all of the drama with the parentals, etc. i don’t know. take your pick. interpret it however you like.
