i want to do this. i want to get together with a few friends, put together a list of things we’d like to do in life, do them, and cross them off the list. who’s with me?

everyone seems to be quoting oscar wilde a lot lately.

“Between men and women there is no friendship possible. There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship.”

this streak of fails started getting to me yesterday. good thing i’m the type of person that just makes things happen. so i made other plans. they worked out far better than i had hoped for. the day ended well.

i don’t know what initiates a streak of fails. it happens in every group. maybe you just grow tired of people? or maybe they grow tired of you? some people’s schedules, you can fit. some, you can not. this works both ways.

maybe i’m just tired. tired of doing the same thing every time. tired of doing nothing everytime. maybe i’d rather be doing something outside of the house rather than take naps at home every weekend. naps?! i’ve had my sleep. i want to unwind and have fun. maybe i’m just too used to having fun or being around fun all of the time that fun is no longer fun for me. a person once told me this. you’ve gotta play to have fun. you’ve gotta pay to play. if you’re having fun otherwise, you’re either with ones you love or with ones that do drugs because i don’t know one free thing that doesn’t fit in those two categories.

someone very special told me that. she also told me this: maybe it takes a bit of shaking up. some widening out. spending time with other people. and you know what? it seemed to work this time around.

a westside crew is going to win this one. i’m sorry, but there’s a reason why break crews take home the gold every time. hip hop country/tap dancing crews? puhleaseeee, get that out of my face.

you can win the war, but i still win.

building these perfect grades are crazy! so many moving and transformable parts. i can’t wait to panel line and detail this thing.

it’s 4:43 right now and i woke up about an hour ago. that’s almost 12 hours of uninterrupted sleep. i don’t know what happened. but it’s a good thing i have a job with a boss who’s very flexible with hours. it’s a good thing i had no client meetings scheduled. it’s a good thing it wasn’t the weekend. i guess you could say i’m at a very good time in my life right now. but if there’s one thing you should learn from me, especially me, is that balance is important.

now if only the weekend were 4 days instead of 2, balance would be so much more simple to aquire. for now, i’m just going to kick back, put anthony bourdain on via netflix and continue on to building this perfect grade gundam’s torso.