and this entire week has gone down with controlled chaos and things are slowly starting to fall into place. i’m starting to cut the fat and the plan continues as i’m starting to disassociate myself with people that are talking more than they’re doing. people that slow me down. people that waste my time. people that doubt. people that hate. it sucks to do it but i can’t be bogged down or distracted from achieving the goals that i’ve set for myself for the next few weeks. i can’t waste my time worrying about whether or not i’m annoying someone or getting on their nerves. there’s only so much time in a day and life’s too short to not go hard so forget cold-calling people because i’m breaking down doors and getting what i want.

on a brighter note, i am starting to re-evaluate my friendships and making appropriate changes. it’s nice to get things back into the old mix.

and i just so happened to do pretty well in this one.

you’re just going to tell me that buying a dc2 integra is a waste of my money? that it’s not worth the hassle? since when did you all-of-a-sudden start believing that putting money into your car was too much of a hassle? of all the people? what if i just WANTED to pick up another daily driver? one that i can work on for myself after i finish my bmw? one that can satisfy my urge to continue modding once my current car is complete? one that i can use as a backup car in case my current car is out of commision?

i don’t know WHY i keep trying and trying with you? but that night was the last straw. not only do you make me out to be a bad influence, you have no respect for your spirituality. i can’t believe i was tricked into hanging out with you. i knew there was a motive somewhere.

“and just like that, as mysteriously as he arrived, he was gone.”

i will be on my long vacation if you need me.